These days I feel on the brink of something new.
A new depth. A new skin or way of breathing.
Everything is about to change.
In Matthew 7:21-23, Jesus is talking about how people will stand before him and say they did many things in His name and he will say be gone for I never KNEW you.
I am so convicted by this. Do I really KNOW my savior? Does He really KNOW me? Do I take the time to figure out who is King of Glory is or do I just want to know his gifts? Do I just desire the Father's heart or what He can give me?
I don't want to find out at the end of my days that I missed the whole point of living: To deeply know the Father's heart and His perfect will for my life.
What a prize. What a gain. To be complete here on this earth. My heart and soul groan for the emptiness in my heart to cease. To be complete with my love. This love is jealous. It wants my everything. All my hurt, brokenness, laughter, tears, joy and sorrow. I am so scared to let Him see all that. Jesus teach me to trust WHO you are, not what you do. I love you. Let me love you more.
Whatever it takes, I will seek you out.
I am not afraid of the fire if it brings me to you I will endure the pain.
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