Diminishing

As always, this week has been so incredible. I can't describe in words what I am feeling. I have been from the bottom, to the top and every where in between this week.
It started off slightly discouraging. I found out my toe is broken and tomorrow I will go find out from the specialist what exactly is up with it. I cried at the doctors office about it. I am literally dancing 20+ hours a week and I have no time for a broken foot. But I kept going and said I wasn't going to let this get me down. God has brought me too far and done too much to let my heart despair now. The enemy can't have me and I will crush him by the authority given to me. Amen!:) So Im taping it pretty good and doing the best I can.

The Dance Revolution staff came in this weekend and we have had rehearsal every day. We learned parts of the production "Red" which the story of the prodigal son but with Wizard of Oz characters!!! You can't imagine how much of confirmation I received just from that. Today we got to see the entire production without all the fancy stuff added to it yet and wow! It already has so much anointing and power behind it!
The staff themselves have such a wonderful heart and their passion and excellence goes without words. I am so thankful to have the opportunity to learn from them. I want to be just like them and being around them these past few days has made me realize I have to do this the rest of my life. I have to be dancing for the Lord all my days. No job, money, house, family or material thing can sway me from this calling. It is what I was made to do. Now that I know this, I can run after it with full assurance that My God is going to provide all my needs.

The change in my heart this past week I can feel deepening. My love for the Lord has just been getting hotter. I see myself diminishing more and more every day and Him taking his true place. My anointing, passion, gifts, and talents are finally fusing together. I can't wait for all of my friends and family to see the fruit of this. They are going to be blown away:)

One of the things I have been struggling a lot with this week is a huge feeling of inadequacy.
Everyone in this program is so good technically and spiritually that I feel I am nothing. Also, I have been in such a place of leadership and out in front so long, i don't know how to function as a follower and in the back of everything. I know its good for me because it's definitely forcing me to check where my motives are in my dancing. Not going to lie its hard. I am excited to see God break this in me.

My prayer for this year is to obey Him in everything and look even more like Him after it all. ( check out this song by Lecrae:) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IiDOyQCCpKs )

Love you all and thank you so much for your prayers.:)
-Linia