A fighting dream

But there is suffering in life, and there are defeats. No one can avoid them. But it's better to lose some of the battles in the struggles for your dreams than to be defeated without ever knowing what you're fighting for.”- Paulo Coelho

How this is so very true. I feel like half the time I don't know what Im fighting for. Im fighting for a dream, but what is my dream? I have them yes, but I feel like I have this shotgun approach to them. Im not whole heatedly there pursuing all my dreams. Perhaps because I am so spread out with all of them I don't know. All I know is Im not living my dream. I feel like so many things hold me down, but then I just feel selfish and ungrateful for all that I have. I know I have dream...sometimes though I think they are a figment of my imagination and I am just like every other person who had dreams but gave up because they never happen. I don't know I guess we will see.