Revealing

Glow

I was thinking today as i was driving home from work, how long it had been since I had last seen the sun. The past few days have been interesting. Full of laziness and disappointments with a few scary moments of my car fish tailing and watching idiots try to drive on the roads. Its funny how the sun can completely cheer you up in an instant. Over the past few years, influences have said to me they love the rain more then sunlight, now I have been so very puzzled by this for many years! I tried to love it more. I tried to understand. Now don't get me wrong, there is something quite sobering and deep that happens when it rains (especially summer rain), but today I think I realized for the first time as I saw the sun break through and defeat winters grip how much I love the sun! I was reminded of the Narnia symbolism of the White Witch keeping it always winter and Aslan bringing with him sweet spring. What joy must they have felt. To see green. To see life. To hear songs, and smell sweet breezes. To dance in fields and roll in grass. Feel the cool wet earth between your toes and tingling on bare skin. I don't know what it is but I crave the sun like a morning glory bursts at its touch. It touches the depth of my heart and releases such emotion I cannot help but feel free! Complete in a way, like I need not one more thing to be whole. I almost cannot put it into words and I am grasping for them even now. <Kinda makes me feel like this:) (click me!)> It makes me so thankful for the day when Jesus returns and all will radiant because of His glory and the beauty that will unfold from that light.